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Monday, November 01, 2004

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 00:36:32 GMT

hmm... so you think i'm a hoe, huh?!?! ha ha ha... PLEASE! who are you anyway? i bet you're some crazy obsessive girlfriend or her friend and you read one of my previous entries and you flipped. ha ha... something that i said must have confirmed your greatest fears... "OH NO! he is cheating on me..." or who knows, did your best friends, boyfriends, cousins, neighbors, nephews, girlfriend see me with your man and she thought is was only right that you knew?!? even when i keep to myself and mind my own business haters always seem to keep my name circulating in the rumor mill. in rumors anything is possible, right?

well, i'm not stressin' it... no matter what i say in my defense you'll believe what you want. it's not like you did the sensible, civil thing to do and ask me if i slept with whomever you're accusing me of sleeping with. it takes two, right? well, shit... even if you did ask, you're already looking at me in a negative light, you won't believe a word i said.... even if it is the cold, hard, TRUTH. ha ha... i don't even know who it is that's pointing fingers, let alone, who it is you think i fucked. whatever... fuck the bullshit.

my boys and my ladies... i know you read this shit... and i know you're probably laughing your asses off right now, because someone had the nerve to call me, sweet jackie, a hoe. i know you all know me better than that. no worries, we'll talk about it later when we meet up with bro after everyone's off work.

***BFF and BROTHERS*** i la la la la la la love you!

great party last night... truly our brand of fun. i admit it was a strange, mixed up kinda night, but it all worked out in the end. wow... i know me and the girls went MG status on some of you boys, but damn... we were stressed, rushed and flustered! but... we still managed to look DAMN HOT right?!! omg... i have to see the video! i know that shit was up in my face a lot. and i gotta see the footage of me regulating. man, if isaac wasn't right there with me that one bg with the mini-fro probably would've beat my ass. ha ha! oh well, i got my way... 'cause i'm a fuckin' princess and my boys always have my back! sorry, to have to put you guys on the spot like that, but you all know where i was coming from. i gotta see ALL the pictures... hmm... i had tien's camera most of the night, and i got a hold of shaun's for a bit too! so excited!!! moving right along...

LILY TWI B. is the most cutest, sweetest, angelic, little mama! you can bring her over anytime, tien. she can come over and chase taco around as much as she wants. my momma loves her too. and she doesn't have high tolerance for babies that are not her own, ha ha.

still waiting... damn, its been over 4 months now. come back already. SAN DEEZY is calling your name!!!!!!

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 21:45:34 GMT

being a brunette can be fun too... really

Friday, October 01, 2004

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 07:09:05 GMT

wow... its surprising what can become of taking a chance. let me tell you, i NEVER, i mean NEVER in a million years thought that from ONE call soooooooo... much could be revealed. i guess i always knew things could be that way again, but i didn't think NOW and under these circumstances! really weird, man. i know i'm being completely vague... but i don't want everyone in the whole world knowing my biz. this is just my means to vent without making clutter... ha ha... and it gives me the ability to look back through what i've written and think about think from a different perspective. ya know? i can be so angry or upset and write a crazy ass entry and come back to it later when i'm relaxed and really find the root of those emotions. weird, i know. but guys... I'M SO FUCKIN' HAPPY!!!! not just because of the "reunion" but lotsa things in different aspects of my life!!!! gosh... i know i'm nervous and constantly wondering who could be wating outside... but damn i feel motivated!!! i mean that, too!!!

okay... i love candy and joan and tien and mylene!!! you guys boost me up and make me feelbetter about myself!!! with you all havin' my back i know that i can achieve my goals and get it sparkin' ha ha!!!! okay, time to hit the hay y'all!

Monday, September 20, 2004

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 00:17:08 GMT

impatient... and i hate waitin'

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 09:02:54 GMT

i ebay! i mean that. i've gotten the biggest offer ever!!! man oh man... some chick that owns a boutique is gonna buy my shit in bulk, and i mean in bulk! wow... i hope there are more people out there like her who wanna make me offers like that! and shit... i named the price and she didn't even try to talk me down! soo.. anyways... i got a little tipsy on the fourth. good stuff. my friends are the greatest. i've been helping my mom prep for her party. we went to get the invites made today and we picked up some supplies. you know... margarita cups, paper umbrellas, cute themed pitchers... all that good stuff i had for my party. i got one of the shirts for my birthday festivities!! it's HOT. ha ha ha... huh, candy?!?! i just need one more, maybe two. tomorow i work and then wednesday i'm off on vaca and i can start prepping for real. i'm dying my roots tomorrow before work and wednesday i'll get my nails done and finish of shopping and of course... dinner with my loved ones... thursday i'll get my hair trimmed and its ON..

****attention hoochies in the making... i'll be shopping with my girls on wednesday so... if you'd like to join us hit up my cellie. we're all more than willing to help you pick out the perfect outfit for my birthday celebrations!!! DANE... i'm talking to you too!!!! YAY!

Friday, July 02, 2004

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 09:36:05 GMT

wow... exactly one week from my 22nd birthday. damn... to think just a year ago i was a completely different person. me and bro were just talking 'bout this last night. like how the year has come and gone and truely changed us all. i'm not saying that we'r eno tsupposed to change or that people don't change, but i totally changed... some many things in my life are a complete 180 from what they were last summer. my goals have changed, my heart has found a new home, i'm happier, i'm wiser, i drink less, i write more, i have three jobs (yes... at the rate i'm going eBay does count.) and i still find time to chill with my mom and pops. through all these changes my real friends have remained by my side. PRAISE THE LORD for that!!! these people are why i've changed for the better rather than letting things go "all downhill from here." fuck you. GOD, I couldn't have asked for better people to go when i needed support the most. through all the crazy ass shit i've said... bettter yet... DONE... they laughed and cried right along with me, not judging me or putting me down. they never once made me feel worse then i've already made myself feel. soo... with that said... thank you:

candie, joanie, jennie... haha tried to make it sound cool...

mylene... i always gotta call you crying and shit... tears of joy count too, right??! you will be the only one in my wedding party wearing a blue dress cause the rest of the ladies will be in hot pink!

jerry, rich, mickey, isaac, and even lil' shaunie... my boys... the brothers... TRUE brothers, better than the real thing!!! haha... i'm guessing, i wouldn't really know since i'm really an only child.

family... a right choice is a right choice, there are no 2 ways about it! moving = running = bad... good guy + mutual attraction (i'm talking mental stimulation here, not just physical attraction)= good feeling = good relationship... i learn so much from you crazy folks! and if it weren't for family and roadtrips

YAY!!! sorry, i had to express my appreciation real quick! gotta be thankful!! and yes... i am a firm believer that when God closes a door he opens a window.... and he's not saying, "JUMP!!" he's saying, "Look outside, dumbass!" anywho... i got my pictures developes from the zoo and lexy's graduation. if only i had uploaded the pix from the zoo before minh left to texas. err.... i should've asked for a digi for my birthday instead of that fly ass fendi bag... oh well!!! when he get's back i'm just gonna have a grip of pix i'll have to post on here, huh!?!?

***REMINDER: all the juicy birthday goodness goes down JULY 8th-10th... the 11th is my day of rest! i'm not gonna post my plans on here... you know spies and party crashers and shit... so just ask me or one of the homies for more info if you need it!***

my birthday wishlist:

-HOT PINK heels!

-furniture!! YAY!

-contacts... haha...i'm ALL out

-photo albums... 2 that have a similar theme...

-a dvd player... i want one in my room so i have somethin' else to do there besides, you know... sleep and play gamecube

-fuck it... a WAL-MART gift card!!! or one to IKEA or MICHAEL'S if they make 'em!

-$$$ for my "hair processing fund"

-$$$ for my "get the fuck out of here fund"

-$$$ for my "go to minh's graduation fund"

-$$$ for my "visit minh after basic training is over fund"

-$$$ for my "me and my girls are off to LA on a shopping spree fund"

ha ha ha... ridiculous... i know. i'm just trying to type and shit to make myself sleepy!!! i got work at 12pm and afterwards i'm gonna head out to the beach to catch the sunset... aww... ha ha!!!! man... i'm yawning... good night bitches!

Saturday, June 26, 2004

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 08:09:19 GMT

i miss minh...

i love my BFF!

where would i be without you..

the thought alone might break me...

and i don't wanna go crazy!

thanks BFF and boys!

OH MY GOD! i nearly forgot! my birthday is coming up and i've got plans!!!!! YAY! soo... everybody get ready! its gonna be a hot one! i've got my week requested off... money saved up and atleast half of my outfits ready!! and for you folks wondering what it is that i want for my birthday... just to be loved and pampered! i wanna get my nails done and stuff... and umm... i NEED a haircut, well, a trim... i just want my layers touched up and my bangs trimmed. so... maybe a day of beauty! but i dunno... cause i was tellin' my mom and she sounded like she wanted to bring me in for a haircut or something. who knows?!?!?

***OKAY FUCKERS... if i invited you, consider yourself lucky! YOUR ASSES better be there!!! if you can't make it to all the functions atleast try and make it out one night! Ha ha.. harsh, aye. SORRY... i admit, i'm a spoiled brat who likes to have things my way. ***

Thursday, June 17, 2004

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 07:53:29 GMT

soo... update time!!! i had an amazing weekend! one of a kind for sure. spent some time with someone special ... good ol' quality time. lemme give you a play by play of it all... it'll be faster and more user friendly!! here goes:

saturday june 12, 2004

-power was out at the pad so i showered in the dark and was late leaving home

-picked up minh from the airport, i was late, sorry.. ha ha ha

-stopped by the pad to say hello to the folks and so i could finish getting ready for the day

-went to amc palm promenade 24 to watch shrek 2... loved it!

-back home to visit with the folks for a bit... we all know how the whole talking to the parents thing goes... blah blah blah... GOOD TIMES!!!!

-headed to check in at the hotel... ha ha... don't know why i let minh book one with out approving it first, since he really doesn't know the area yet! we ended up across the street from PACERS and APHRODITIES CLOSET... wtf?!?!? right... ha ha

-we ended up watching movies all night... he had the xbox so we watched dvds and shit...

-did a lot of catching up... ha ha... enjoying each others company!

sunday june 13, 2004

-woke up!

-i headed home to get ready for the day... i have a crazy phobia of showering in some hotels...

-went back to the hotel to get things ready for our day of adventure!

-we went to the zoo... yay!!!!

-we saw the pandas... even the baby, mei sheng, i think that's how you spell it

-we grubbed and headed back to the hotel

-watched even more movies... and did even more catching up!!! (BRO: sealed it)... we passed out somewhere during all that... i dunno when really... just woke up in the middle of the night wondering who turned the tv off... ha ha ha

monday june 14, 2004

-woke up!!! minh packed and i slept for another hour!

-i dropped minh off at the airport ... we said our goodbyes...

it'll be atleast til august before we see each other again... and after next tuesday we can't even talk til then!!! BOOOOOOOOOOOOO... anyway... i don't have any pix from the weekend.. we only took pix of the animals... maybe i'll post em on here later, but other than that we only have the keychain thingy of the picture we took at the zoo. you know how they stop you when you walk in and you take and picture and they give you a receipt thing and you look at your pic as you're leaving the park. yeah... we bought those.. ha ha.... who knows... maybe i'll scan it and put it up here... we'll see. okay, that's it! my birthday's comin' up so be expecting more fun and excitement to come!

Monday, May 31, 2004

Mon, 31 May 2004 07:25:56 GMT

i fell asleep and took a freakin' LONG nap today! messed me up and now i can't go to sleep for the night! i didn't even go to isaac's! some memorial day weekend this has been! ha ha ha! what did i do this weekend you ask?!?! hmm... work... work... talk to minh work... talk to minh... laundry... nap... talk to minh... and here i am! exciting, i know. anyway, i don't have to much to say about anything else since i've just been working lately.

on to my current thoughts... I CAN'T WAIT! i swear june can't get here fast enough! where you takin' me? ha ha... more like where am i taking you, huh?!?! zoo? who knows, as long as your here, its all good!

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Wed, 26 May 2004 09:09:20 GMT

SO... i'm back y'all! i had a grrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaattttttt time in the bay! lemme tell you, SAN FRANCISCO IS FUCKIN' HELLA WINDY AND COLD! wow... my skin hasn't been that dry since my last trip to VEGAS, and that was during winter!!!! it was just tien, joan, and me this time around. FAIRFIELD seems a lil' dinky and lame, no offense, but i enjoyed my visit nontheless! i had some bomb ass vietnamese food in CHINATOWN. we had our lil' hotel party, maya even spent the night!!! it was fun, and crazy... ha ha! and to think it was just the 7 of us getting stupid! it was minh, uber, gaetano, joan, tien, maya, and me! ehh... i don't care, i was among friends! ha ha... we played beauty salon with maya! it was like tien got the lil' sister she never had!!!! i don't want to go into to much more detail on here so i'll let the pix do the talking! i will have more up soon!

i got some great pictures on my 35mm camera, but i'm depending on tien and minh for the good digi pix. here are some off minh's cam. ENJOY!

me & minh... on the outskirts of GOLDEN GATE PARK!

a shot down one of the streets in CHINATOWN

a church we walked by in umm... chinatown... ha ha

an adorable seal chillin' at PIER 39

joan & me looking fuckin' crazy and cracked out at minh's house... "come sail away..." ha ha ha...

yup... i forgot to mention that we spent our last two hours in fairfield at minh's singing karaoke!!! good times... i don't think i've ever seen a boy sing a girly song like minh... ha ha... he tore it up! and shit... when tien sings "take my breath away" you'd swear jessica simpson was in the room!!! ha ha!