| hmm... so you think i'm a hoe, huh?!?! ha ha ha... PLEASE! who are you anyway? i bet you're some crazy obsessive girlfriend or her friend and you read one of my previous entries and you flipped. ha ha... something that i said must have confirmed your greatest fears... "OH NO! he is cheating on me..." or who knows, did your best friends, boyfriends, cousins, neighbors, nephews, girlfriend see me with your man and she thought is was only right that you knew?!? even when i keep to myself and mind my own business haters always seem to keep my name circulating in the rumor mill. in rumors anything is possible, right?
well, i'm not stressin' it... no matter what i say in my defense you'll believe what you want. it's not like you did the sensible, civil thing to do and ask me if i slept with whomever you're accusing me of sleeping with. it takes two, right? well, shit... even if you did ask, you're already looking at me in a negative light, you won't believe a word i said.... even if it is the cold, hard, TRUTH. ha ha... i don't even know who it is that's pointing fingers, let alone, who it is you think i fucked. whatever... fuck the bullshit.
my boys and my ladies... i know you read this shit... and i know you're probably laughing your asses off right now, because someone had the nerve to call me, sweet jackie, a hoe. i know you all know me better than that. no worries, we'll talk about it later when we meet up with bro after everyone's off work.
***BFF and BROTHERS*** i la la la la la la love you!
great party last night... truly our brand of fun. i admit it was a strange, mixed up kinda night, but it all worked out in the end. wow... i know me and the girls went MG status on some of you boys, but damn... we were stressed, rushed and flustered! but... we still managed to look DAMN HOT right?!! omg... i have to see the video! i know that shit was up in my face a lot. and i gotta see the footage of me regulating. man, if isaac wasn't right there with me that one bg with the mini-fro probably would've beat my ass. ha ha! oh well, i got my way... 'cause i'm a fuckin' princess and my boys always have my back! sorry, to have to put you guys on the spot like that, but you all know where i was coming from. i gotta see ALL the pictures... hmm... i had tien's camera most of the night, and i got a hold of shaun's for a bit too! so excited!!! moving right along...
LILY TWI B. is the most cutest, sweetest, angelic, little mama! you can bring her over anytime, tien. she can come over and chase taco around as much as she wants. my momma loves her too. and she doesn't have high tolerance for babies that are not her own, ha ha.
still waiting... damn, its been over 4 months now. come back already. SAN DEEZY is calling your name!!!!!!
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wow... its surprising what can become of taking a chance. let me tell you, i NEVER, i mean NEVER in a million years thought that from ONE call soooooooo... much could be revealed. i guess i always knew things could be that way again, but i didn't think NOW and under these circumstances! really weird, man. i know i'm being completely vague... but i don't want everyone in the whole world knowing my biz. this is just my means to vent without making clutter... ha ha... and it gives me the ability to look back through what i've written and think about think from a different perspective. ya know? i can be so angry or upset and write a crazy ass entry and come back to it later when i'm relaxed and really find the root of those emotions. weird, i know. but guys... 
I'M SO FUCKIN' HAPPY!!!!
"reunion"
